Far East Cynic

A good story about the S.O.

Lots to talk about in the world these days-including the Obama Iraq tour 2008. However those things will have to wait for another time.

I had some fun with the S.O. in my previous post. I’m banking that she does not read the blog-but since I passed all of the condolences that were left on the blog to my family, all bets are off on that score. She will have a fit if she sees it-as was noted. Oh well.

I would like to offer another side though, which has driven home to me why I am very glad she came along. We had talked about her staying behind and me flying, today I’m glad we came up the way we did.

As I may have noted before, one of the S.O.’s great gifts is that she has the ability to speak to anyone about anything and everything. It just comes naturally to her-and while her English versions can be somewhat choppy and confusing for someone who does not know her well to follow, she convey’s her ideas with a kind of bright, fresh, inquisitive manner that is infectious to other people. During this time in my parent’s house she has been a facilitator of sorts. She has kept all involved here occupied in one way or another and enable each of us to navigate our way conversationally around the 800 pound gorilla in the room. She has been particularly amazing to watch talking to my father. She is able to engage him, draw him out, and even has gotten to see a wistful smile and a small laugh on a couple of occassions. The rest of us cannot do that-our conversations bear the weight of 50 + years of baggage-but she can because she is something of an outsider, an observer of sorts if you will.

Last night we sat and talked with my father for over 3 hours- a miracle of sorts-with the S.O. asking questions of all  kinds. They in turn forced conversation from the rest  of us, either in the form of explanations or in the recounting of various parts of the history. She also asked my father rather innocuous questions an almost perfectly timed intervals, such that the allowed the tenor of the conversation to rise and fall. Later as we laid in the bed in the room-I thanked her for that.

Then this morning, unannounced and unrequested, after she had gotten my father a real breakfast and did the dishes, she launched into cleaning my father’s house from top to bottom. She did not touch anything of value, but out came vacuum cleaners, dust rags, and she scrubbed cabinets all around. When she was finished (I was pressed into service too-so don’t think there was any rest for the wicked). She kept my father engaged by having him point out various locations of various appliances and what he wanted done with things around them. In the mean time, my sister was able to be on the phone with the florist, the minister, and other things all out of earshot of my father. It seemed almost like it was deliberately planned that way, if I did not know better. She simply cannot abide a dwelling that is not pristine and neat,  no matter who the owner is. She is now in the shower cleaning off the accumulated sweat and dirt. With all the back and forth to the hospital no one had had time to attend to anything but basic necessities. Amazing to me-when she could have just left well enough alone. Yet, she somehow knew that this thing would be useful at this particular juncture in time.

She is stressing about meeting my daughter I know. This will be the first time she has met either of my children, although she has talked to my son on the phone. My sense is that its a territorial thing of sorts-she does not want my “old” life intruding into what she regards as “her” life. Sigh, the dynamics of this little drama will be interesting to watch unfold. Truth be told I am stressing about it too. Both she and I know that all will be reported back to my ex-wife and her family. I sure as heck do not need any more rocks to throw at me-deposited in the arsenal.

However knowing her, she will be all of charm and graciousness. Then when we get back to Shopping  Mall USA-I will become an emotional punching bag.

Everything has it’s price, and this is one I will bear gladly if we can all just get through this week smoothly.

  1. Sounds like the SO is a talented woman wiith good instincts and heart. Methinks you are a lucky; could have been your EX instead.

    Speaking of EXs, please let the SO know the EX will not like her or appreciate anything she did/does for the family or your children. In fact, if yours os like mine, the better the SO treats your kids and your family the more the EX will hate her.

    That can only be a good can it not?

  2. Face it, you’re doomed. DOOMED!

    In my experience all women will only tolerate a photo if, in it, they look their best. You have violated a fundamental sort of rule and you will rue the day she finds out. You should probably have some diamond earings on hand at all times so that your grovelling will be more favorable in her eyes.

  3. I remember your “to and fro” on the subject of the SO, and the return to either Shopping Mall USA or some other Exotic Asian destination…

    …looks like the decision you came to was the right one. I am glad she is there for you and yours.

  4. Oh I still want to return to Asia and I still have my to and fro conversations with my self. However those are mostly based on my own personal desires to have it all-and not compromise.

    Also, now that the two of them have met-my daughter and the S.O. , well, suffice it to say its not pretty. Ever see two women who know from the start they will just skip the preliminaries and start hating each other right away?

    Welcome to my world.

    These next 3 days are going to be tough.

  5. Skippy — my son has come to live with us until he heads off to Marine Boot Camp. His mother calls him almost every day, even though he is 22. My daughter has been around me and my wife on numerous occasions. To me, the thing I want reported back to her (as it almost certainly is), is that Susan and I have a relationship that is nothing like the one that their mother and I had — one that is loving, with mutual respect and admiration, playfullness, honesty, and a committment to putting the other one first in almost every occasion. To me, THAT is the ultimate revenge — that I may be the same person, as she may be, but that I have found happiness with another woman that I never found with their mother.

    But I also wonder what they think about the fact that I never even ask them if their mother is alive, much less what her life is like. Does the fact that I don’t care, at any level, apparent?